everyones disappearing

well after sleeping at nearly 2am i woke up at 9am lol wow that was 7 hours:| it felt like 2 but anyways my eyes were so wrecked i had to force my contacts into my eyes cause my eyes werent big enough. but now its all good
my cousin thinks shes REALLY smart.... replacing li-ming as the plant in her science book to describe the many tropisms... AHHH BIO!!! its all flooding back geo tropism AHHH GRAVITY AHHHH ROOTS AHHH PEI!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhh
LESSON ONE: do not use and teach how I use the word gay... as it will always come back and BITE you in the FACE... dear pei, i am not gay and i did not tell u i was gay nor did i intend on u using the word gay... UR FONE IS GAY and i deleted ur gay fone from my baby.
LESSON TWO: do not leave facebook on. I DO NOT look 58 and im not 28. I DO NOT bully my cousin cause shes too nice... INSTEAD SHES BULLYING ME
LESSON THREE: learn chinese all for the sake of red packets
LESSON FOUR: wearing red on CNY is sooo overrated... EVERYONE LOOKS AT YOU FUNNY
LESSON FIVE: dont provoke kids. they are lethal weapons.

TOO MANY CNY BISCUITs=O

everyones been leaving, before i get back which is gay cause its causes a tear in a relationship that can only be held together with the sticky tape of connectivity... or in other words staying in touch.
considering im overseas i really have only heard of 2 of my close friends that are leaving me for a gay future.

XIANG-well xiang... wat to say other than ur gay. nahhhh xiangs the coolest hes been so good to me and such a good friend. hes too smart for his own good but hes the best to talk to. hes like my punching bag, verbal punching bag. he makes life better. although there have been times wheres hes down and i feel helpless, hes still willing to talk and stuff. xiangs friendship started off as a light hearted joking kind of fun, but who knew that mindless fun could turn into something so much more. i remember when i think i first added him on fb or smethere there was a box where u wrote how u noe this "friend", we wrote soo much random mineless stuff on it, filling it up and emptying it just so were can carry on our mindless chatter. i will never forget his faces the ones that makes us all smile. He brings a sense of joy into the group even when he himself is down, he will still try to make us laugh. Xiang birthday last year, was an event ill never forget, our knife hugs with the butcher knife and the awkward abby moments. i will never forget our canberra trip, his driving and his porno face. He is one of the best guys i noe out there and i will forever remember him as the guy faster than matt and abnormally tank. but even  though ill miss him and the funniness and pain-fulling stuff ill never forget him and will forever stay in touch. moving could be a good thing for him but only if he only forgets the pain but remembers me=]. im sooo angry that i didnt say bye to him, and in some ways i regret leaving aust for so long. but when and if i get my Ps we all noe where my first major road will be too. i hope u r nice to me.. btw i hate ur dogs and sorry for scaring u parents on  the road trip. ILL MISS YOU XIANG.

JESS LEE- Ill never forget JZ's excitement when she found out that you were coming into our class in yr 9 i think:| lol memory fails, anyways yea to be honest i was a very quiet girl back then and i was so not as enthusiastic as JZ but i smiled along. and accepted you into our little class group. but i remember how cool u were and it was nice just being able to say i have friends, u made me feel more wanted if you get. i remember our little note making i would give you letters that i wrote at home with heart and meaning lol and u would reply, im soo sorry i probably stopped the passing of those letters due to laziness.but u were really truely smart and u always wanted to do better and you would ask me for a bit of english help here and there. bu of course you were closer to JZ cause u were the two jessicas in our class. but i will always remember our city experience class, we always stuck together. i have faint memories of walking around china town and u and JZ would look at the menus. im soo sorry that i never picked up the korean you taught me. but as the years went pass and things change so did friendship groups. but its nice to noe that even in the end we still ended up in the same group. your one of the smartest cookies ive known but yet you do it with little stress. you always got like top marks in ms howies maths class making us all look like idiots. and nathan lui.. thats all on that topic. but there have been a lot of drama and no drama but all through it i would stand up for you. you are one of the few friends that ive made in class and will never forget. ill never forget you blur ness and the way u shake you head childishly lol but yet some how u still can sound mature. anyways i hate that your leaving cause its gay that i havet seen much of u since school ended and u must come visit me sooon yea? dont forget me and ill miss you=[

sighs i cant believe people are gone...

hearts, li-ming