Friday, March 12, 2010

chemistry

12/03/10 10:19
chemisty
isomers
meso compounds
steroisomer
unknown
brain dead
don't understand chemistry anymore

today other than being nearly 20 mins late to a bio lecture im crashing a chem lecture. its so weird cause i dont need to remember any of this stuff and it doesnt sound familiar it sounds strange. i cant believe i did yr 12 chem feels real weird.

i have a constructing tute later like in 48 mins but i didnt wanna stay alone so i stalked Gabe to his lecture and now im sitting next to matt.
SICK- yea im really sick i have no voice but i had a coffee YAY and i found like a free coffee coupon which expires today.
Amanda is coming today but im soo dead im kinda like yay........! delayed yays but i cant wait shell be here in roughly an hour...
i dunno wat i wanna be i dunno if i wanna do science anymore. its kinda like i wanna but i dont want chem.
Cycolakanes
C3H6- not saturated

im learning but i have no idea wat it means i need to clean my laptop
OOO some words sounds familiar.
gum chewing i wanna watch alice in wonderland but im like ahhh nah
i should really do constructing hw but lazy and tired im glad i have easy-ish classes cause i have no brain to think. if i had to do chem today i would fail my inabilities!!!!! to think is killing me
i think it is appropriate to take a photo... GABE GETS IT




molecules can be unhappy =[
this lecturer sounds..... no comment
OMGSH I HAVE NO INTERNET for like 7 days when i move i think ill live at uni and mum cant say anything cause i really need the net to study like LMS-ing i dunno or maybe ill crash the old house but i cant get to the new house from the old house ahhhhhh stuffy

BOOK

i should study.... ok FB TIME=] spammmmmm
hearts, li-ming

Thursday, March 11, 2010

moving

music really does alter ones mood

memories come and go, but all know that they are pressed into our minds right from the day in which they were created, imprinted into our minds. just cause we may forget them a little trigger brings the time, the place, the event right back to the fore front of our mines. ive been cleaning my room/ moving and well i have a lot of junk. you could say, if you wanted to, that im a very sedimental person and over the 8 years of my life in this country i have built up small memorabilia, whether it be a receipt or an item, it is somewhere in my room just wait for the time when i find it. pieces of paper surround me each one with a memory from years ago when things were different. diary entries of ewwwwiness are the only things i dont intend on keeping. whats weird is if i didnt clean or move i would have never found these artefacts and therefore i would not reflect, i would not be remembering the past. but its a fact as we grow things change, but tehres always something that stays the same, something that grows with us. ive notice my perception on what means most to me has changed. theres a box in the back of my cupboard which i uncover today. it was a box packed from our last move. it was filled of just stuff nothing like useable. but i guess this stuff meant the most to me back then. there were like assessment reports all full marks. and papers that showed me my capabilities, maps, stories and letters. but the box is right. wat meant the most to me was me, my self esteem, my adventures and most of all my intelligence. i recall packing that box. i remember (memories that result from seeing junk) that i had a lot of papers, high school papers, i hate throwing papers out especially high school, cause that i use to live for an well it felt like i was throwing a part of me out every year i was throwing away a part of my childhood. but we were moving so i had to do something i cant just bring the past wherever i went. if i did i would have a whole country strapped to my back. so i only kept the assessments that had a perfect score. and now that i look at it, whats the point i never did well in wat really mattered. i never did well in vce those papers mean nothing. but in comparison wat ive chosen to keep this time, this time is all letters cards and items that remind me of a place, a time., an area in which everything was so good and cheerful, the feeling of being loved. birthday cards, ive only started collecting them from the last 2 birthdays, all my assessments said hello to the bin. theres no point in keeping a score, cause life isnt based on a score. but its the self esteem that needs these things to become wat it is today. i need to throw out more junk, cause i cant be lugging it round for the rest of my life. there are somethings that ive kept and im proud to have kept it. a letter from jz. its those days which i miss. well anyways reflecting on my past theres soo much stuff that ive recalled. i am going to frame it all up so it wont be junk anymore but an item of my life. and jz's letter is going to be there.

anyways i better get back to cleaning/pacing im sleeping in a new house tomorrow
lack of sleep=pain

i cant go mushy anymore. i cant say "i miss you" sorry guys.
hearts, li-ming

Sunday, March 7, 2010

12:18

its sunday the 7th of march and a lot of stuff has happened since my very last post.

uni started like a week or so ago and well its scary exams r like in 2 months time and i dont even know any work. im moving house yet again in like 3 days but my room is a mess and i packed most of my clothes so like i have nothing to wear but its still good.

uni started... i hate it with a passion so strong i wish it could burn down the buildings of pain and love. also if that every happens we could always juts hide in the underground carpark. yes we have an underground carpark "hidden" from all of society its sooo cool its like an escape FROM the buzzing of the people on the lawn above the car park. well the buildings i guess are pretty cool but like i dunno bout the uni itself i miss high school i miss knowing people and in general everything BUT to make life a tad better i have friends but better than that i made a WHITE friend=] YAY (matt doesnt count) but yea 2morrow i have a 8am start yet again meaning i will have to wake up at like 5 or 5:30 depending on how READY i wanna be. but wats stupider is its a public holiday, but not for us uni hangers we have uni and cause its a public holiday the buses and trains start later and come less frequent, so THERES NO BUS FOR ME TO CATCH AT 7 SO THAT I CAN GO TOTHE CITY FOR UNI, mum needs to take me.

ok what else happened...

amanda happened:O nah it just feels weird not to have amanda around anymore it kinda feels ABNORMAL and STRANGE stupid monash lets go back to edsc=]

imma gonna keep this short and to the point i only have 3mins of battery life left...

MICHAELS bday on friday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHAEL
(birthday message later i promise)
michaels birthday party on the 6th
it was interestingly a lot of alcohol and people it was hot and stuffy but outside was cool. the gun failed me and my guns died. but i died to. basically there was a lot of loud music and kevin being a doosh and pool also a lot of new people like TIM from environments but totally dunno his last name

ok well im sorry (to my cousin) i have blogged lately just a tad busy and a lot of laziness but here u go
more later
hearts li-ming