i have a new iphone case=]

last night and today was a real big eye opener for me, ive just noticed that despite the small quiet exterior of my science group of friends, deep within are big secrets and massive scandals. everyone has their part to play, whether you're the Blair Waldorf or the Jenny Humphrey, you may even be Dan, innocent yet devious. but don't forget there's always at least one gossip girl in the group. You never know until you dig deep, the stuff that is known is actually spreading, even your secrets are spreading. but you dont known until you reveal a little for you to truly discover something totally unexpected. Today was a real insider to what is beneath the perfect exterior. and im ashamed to say i am a part of this circling information and gossip. but it just makes you wonder who else knows about your secrets when you start to know about other peoples. theres no such thing as the cone of silence or the circle of truth its just small words whispered to one person which in turn gets stored in a centre base where all who find it will discover the secrets within. no matter about the rumours and gossip that goes round i don't care how i'm perceived as long as im happy. i just dont wanna be seen as that pathetic little wimp.
has anyone else noticed that halifies are pretty good looking? today i mentioned it, i dunno if i would want to be with a halfie or marry someone western so that my kids would be hot... such a hard decision, especially when you were bullied as a child for not looking a certain way.

Lately ive just started watching a new tv series which im probably gonna follow now called "new girl" i must say its really good i just love the whole aspect of it. and since watching it i have been constantly wishing i had guy friends like her. guy friends that really truly cared. but it was today that i realised, i really do have "guy" friends like her, ones that care about me so much and my well being they ask each other to watch out for me. i sometimes feel so special and so loved. Jaka is pretty cool although half way round the world he's still my bro watching everything i do, trying his hardest to make sure im me and im happy. Andy is lol there kinda like a netting.. lol sounds weird but kinda catches you when you fall? providing comfort and entertainment. he's like always there even when he's bummed to make me happy. i guess i dont appreciate him enough but hes really caring. VICKY although not a guy is one of my closest bros and she is just amazing. she gets me like no one else she understands my stupidity and she understands everything I do we talk not girly conversations but we are always on the same level. and shes doesnt just sit there and listen to me and my rage but she rages back and it just feels good to know that im not the only one out there feeling the way i do. shes not bias but shes fair and we can laugh endlessly. Ive discovered that these are my caring "guy" friends, equal to the ones from the tv series "new girl"

also i dunno lately ive been feeling a tad honest resulting in real mean abilites. i try my hardest to suppress them but its been to long. Resulting from this was an idea fit for a king, a music jam session, im actually really excited although i might be the only one playing, it would be so cool and fun just to sit there and jam and listen to those try and learn my viola. i cant wait for friday.
anyways i should be sleeping early lol so as it is 3:14am i shall say my farewells with a song

hearts, li-ming