02:33

song: beauty and the beast

friday morning pitch black outside... no possums yet.
its 6 days till i leave this country and replace home with england once again.. i dunno how to feel cause excitement isnt the first thing that pops up in my head. its more like ohh im leaving. what do i need to do:S i want to say i will miss all my friends... but my delayed emotions do not help this situation.

officially broke..... $5 in debt

QUIT work...bakers delight girl no more.

i cut myself on my braces.. it may sound impossible but BELIEVE ME anything is possible in this world of ours. ok i may seem wimpy for complaining over a tiny cut BUT did u noe that cuts at the surface of ur skin hurts the most cause tats where all ur nerves r. see i feel cool
mums a tad angry cause im never home anymore but like its the hols and i love my friends so i go out anyways but 2morrow i have to go to some dinner with her ill be bored as but as long as it makes her happy i guess

dads been gone for 2 months now.

Yesterday...
michael's and work
work=gay but it was last shift but it feels really incomplete how it just ended like that unsatisfying ohh wells at least that over i wont have to face my gay and scary boss who threatens us via texts.
a little sample of a lovely text in which he distributed to all of us:
"Anyone that does not get decent figures which is above $6-00 per a customer will need to see me and come in during the week for additional training. Please do not take your jobs fro granted we all need to improve in these difficult times and if cant by these statistics unfortunately we will have to find staff who can."
thats wat i had to deal with constantly
but im free now=] and it feels gd

MICHAEL
arrive: 9pm ish
cards til 12
went outside... PEER PRESSURE----change into board shorts
hi dan=]
we got dan ish:| a failed "got dan"
what happened:
i held his hand, guys remove dan's sweater. but we were in the shallow end so we had to take him to the deep end. still holding his hand.... guys fail to push dan....i let go of dans hand.. dan is STILL holding on to my hand... dan jumps in... i follow.. me=wet AHHHHHHH DIES ILL GET U BACK
volley ball + failed dunking til 2am---- cold----- SHOWER movie..sleep

dinner etc with yen and stuff
lol too lazy SORRY GUYS!!!! food was gd and stuff but SOO COLD ahhhh hate it i was wearing shorts and painfulness
 

anyways my day was ok just real tired now talking to gabe LOL like always which is pretty =] hes pretty =] worthy i will miss him when i go
but ill miss everyone when i go cause i love them all DW guys ill pull all nighters just for u

looking forward:
friday 11th dec - home clean pack (ill try to this time)
saturday 12th dec - yens EDSC bbq... sus... GABES hang out ft dan
sunday 13th dec - church CHRISTMAS GET TOGETHER at mine
monday 14th dec - doomsday.... results.... awards night???
tuesday 15th dec - bubyeeee G miss u ENJOY THOUGH
wednesday 16th dec - jz leaves=[ poor michael
Thursday 17th dec - bubyeee AUSTRALIA

leaving... 6days.....

much love li-ming