i think blogging has started to become a bit more of a chore than any kind of fun, but i shall solider on without my glasses and in the dark to rant about stuff that not many people will care about.
well today i must say was a highly productive day, i did one hour of driving, bringing my hours to 91, and as calculated by me, if i keep driving at 2 hours a week ill be getting my Ps by December (adding an extra 10 hours just encase..) im actually really excited, like there is no real need for me to get my Ps, cause there isnt a car to drive but the idea that ive come sooo far after just a long drag of driving, makes me feel oh sooo slightly accomplished...
as well on this productive day, i consumed highly fat building amounts of chocolate. but i just couldn't help myself it was just so addictive, especially when your mums like EAT THEM lets get rid of the chocolate contents of this house, so inside your like OK but DEEEP WITHIN your like fatty STOP!!! but this week im going on a sugar BANNNNNNNN just for i think my body to regather itself and re establish a blood sugar base line. I think i should state the guidelines of this ban before i contradict myself....
ALLOWED:
BOOST
CREPES without yummmmmmmmmmmmminesssss offfffff nuteellllaaaa =[
NOT ALLOWED:
CHOCOLATE
LOLLIES
SUGARRRRRRRR
NUTELLA
ICE CREAM
SWEET YUMMY PIES
CAKES
MACARONSSSS
COOKIES
anything that makes me high.... i think thats a good standard...
dont worry ill be able to do it.. SHEER WILL POWER OF A MANNN HERE I COME!!!!!!!
i like songs today though i "found" ( i always had it) this song about DENTAL CARE soooo RANDOM i am so playing it at my clinic when i become a dentist. ALSO i realised that I NEED to start gaining some muscles to DEFEAT teeth and AIM FOR HARD CORE EXTRACTIONSSSSS
i think i'd be a crazy dentist... especially cause i can talk heaps, and my biggest annoyance is how mych my orthodontist talks to me when im in the chair.... I'LL be just like him but minus the dancing.
also today i CLEANED MY ROOM like a mega thorough CLEANING. like i mopped my floor and CHANGED my bed covers.... i DUSTED EVERYTHING
hovered twice and put all the bits and bobs away!!!! soooo abnormally clean.
but it wont last long.
i also FINISHED A PRACTICAL report like THE WHOLE THING!!! i was sooo amazed with myself i smiled (well considering i just finished im SMILING) and unlike VCE i even managed to play music... im such a rubbish musician but i wanna buy like music books and maybe teach myself a few songs.... problem is i need a piano to help be regaining my tuning abilities... my fingers are so gay they just cannot stay in tune.
mmmm i think that was all i did on my mega productive day, but i was feeling a bit artsy before so here are 2 pictures.. then a rant
STARSSS
belonging cannot be bought or given, its a feeling that people surrounding you influences you in. sometimes you can feel like you belong but other times you can feel like a bystander, trying to get a word in but it just seems like no ones interested in what you have to say anymore. can make you feel a bit lonely. then you re evaluate yourself and your thought to why and how did this "exclusion" begin, maybe its something you said or did or maybe its just an unlikable personalty? or you feel intimidated by the crowd that surrounds, so you spend your time just outside, wondering if its worth the trip back, just to experience this intimidation again. maybe its not you but the people? is there a line where knowing stuff beyond this point effects how you see someone? mmmm maybe thats whats happened... you've started to be yourself and show your "true colours" but arent they beautiful like a rainbow???
I DONT KNOW=]
but i do know its bed time
hearts, li-ming
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