i should be hcing...

we were the weirdos at the back

i had an orthodontist appointment today but i arrived an hour early which was stupid cause i had to wait 30min so that they can attempt to do my teeth, but i was engross in my music and magazine so didnt seem too bad.
im really tired but i should study cause i have a lot of work due/assessments and stuff but laziness has caused defeat again.

Her heart sank. she knew she was being an idiot, but she just couldnt help herself. maybe that was just a part of her uncovered personality. a part of her that had not been discovered for so long, but was now longing to express itself. she hated the feeling, she hated the way it was causing change, she just hated the way it made her act. the world around her just kept spinning, everyday would pass and things would only get worse. she knew what she had to do, she knew, but her body wouldnt do it. her body resisted her mind, rejecting it as its ruler. her heart just sank deeper with every thought. the heaviness in her heart only got worse as she dwelled in her thoughts. she should have just accepted it for wat it was, she should have just let it be and be merry just like everyone else. but she just had to be stupid. she had to be that stupid girl that brought more to the situation then there actually was. now she was forced to carry a burden of guilt and humiliation. she was emotional and physical worn out. her face was a clear indicator of sleep deprivation. her eyes were empty and surrounded by dark hollows. her face was pale and pasty and her almost black hair, which was once neat, now laid as a frizzy mess on her head. stray hairs stuck out in odd places. all she wanted to do was say sorry, but her body refused to compromise. internally her mind screamed over and over again, "sorry!", it yelled, but no one apart herself heard it. her face was still but yet tears rolled down her cheeks. the empty eyes became glassy and the still face became lost. she just wanted to be herself, once more.

BIO TIME then virtual.. must do well=]
although i fell asleep for like 30 mins just then...
NEED LAB COAT
SUGAR SHOTS
reminder: mocha no sugar
lol

realisation: havent photowhored with contacts....

you could just imagine that my eyes are purple???

hearts, li-ming