31-12-09 [new years eve]

time: 6:39pm
its new years eve, my cousins and stuff r leaving. the girl cousin is really cute and cool =p [this line had to be removed]..... im stuck here at home to welcome in the new year 11 hours after australia. The sun is gone and time is passing by sooo slowly its a thursday, i think.
money spent: 200 pounds and 100 euros

well a reflective piece is in order... i think...
2009
memory loss suggests it was the best year so far.

highlights:
last year of school
new friends (g, dan michael, lincoln, hing, baby jz)
my new "family"
westfield
amanda
apartment
free periods
love

lowlights:
bubyee school
ENTER fails
spending such a long time away from friends
getting fat

this year was a year to remember not only cause its the last year of high school but because of all the great and not so great things that happened. 2009 new years resolutions did not stick like always... regrets are in place but in the end all we can do is smile and look at the gd. the good... friends friends are the best they are the things that keep me motivated.. they are worth wasting money over they are worth the pain of waking up early, travelling long distances, getting yelled at, wasting endless hours, just to be with. this year was the year i grew closer to those friends i forgot i had and those that i took for granted. but this was the year i made they best group of guy friends i could ever have. G, Dan, Michael, Lincoln and Hing. worth every bit of effort it took to become their friends. looking back first impressions were LOL but ill never forget u guys.
my girls were the bomb at school, the highs the lows the annoyance they were up against, they were always there. but i regret, i regret my lack of study my lack of "doing". but it doesnt matter cause my friends are all that i need. wats happiness without them?

anyways as the new year comes im staying at home with my mother bro and my baby...(macbook pro)

2010
i should have a new years resolution....i think this year it wont be the obvious... lose weight study hard etc.
this year it will be:
GOD.....FRIENDS....STUDY

that all i need and all i want.
aiming high will result in disappointment, but aiming high gives something to work towards. (failed new years resolution approach)

a new year a new start... maybe but i dont want to lose all that ive gained from 2009 so ive decided illl start of diff but keep the loves of 2009....

anyways reality... i miss my aussie friends its been only like 2 weeks since ive been away from them but it feels like AGES like way too long... might be home sickness... but this is home:S i dunno well see later maybe when ive had a few more days actually living in england and not travelling over TERRIBLE france i hate hate HATE
im moving rooms tonight. im excited ill make a room mine ill call it li-mings room it will be all for me and no one else. ill make a name plate thingo for my door i will I WILL make it HOME.

one last goodbye to 2009.........

end the year with curly hair =P

hearts, li-ming