anatomy is hard

today i saw rows of dead bodies in white bags.... LOL DONT WORRY GUYS it was for anatomy... pretty cool kinda freaky but you know still interesting
well i have an anatomy mid semester on friday and i know nothing like the names of things are not there its all like the same to me in sooo totally confused and im trying to study like RIGHT now much it just failed and instead i took photos with all my photobooth effects... ohh the joys of a MAC THE BEAUTIFUL DISTRACTIONS:

colour pencil

COMIC BOOK 

sepia

THERMAL

BLACK and white (grey?)

POP ARt

glow=]

xray

NORMALITY

lol i think personally ive gotten over my old " i must look good" poser face now im just that FREAK=] that looks half dead but i find it fun

hmm today... not feeling accomplished feeling abnormally weird RAWRRRR HIII

hearts, li-ming

what is a big idea?

the question stands continuously, as weeks pass the big idea one week wont be the same next week, and then where does that leave you? with a partially ok idea? hmmm i dunno CONSULATE someone

picture perfect. the deep blue, without fading, pasted across the sky. distinct clouds scattered the outside edges softening the crisp, harsh glare of the sun. the sun, a ball of fire penetrating deep into the earth, penetrating my skin causing small beads of sweat to form. the soft fresh blades of grass cushioning my head as i laid there, still. the bustle of people meeting and greeting, the sound of feet crushing the innocent blades of grass, the sudden screams of excitement, which were once loud now diminished into a small soft whisper. a whisper that washed over me, leaving a state of serenity from head to toe. a slow tune was building from within, a small indistinct hum was released from my parched lips. a pause. eyes closed, the tune grew deeper in my mind, increase in capacity, increasing in volume. heart pounding, heart racing, breathes changed from long and deep to short and insignificant. frown lines merged across my brow until, freedom, one deep breath, the extending of my diaphragm, the enlargement of my chest, all released in one quick blow, in one quick high pitch screech. the song died down, back to its original quiet indistinct hum, eyes open, once again my body returned to its once serene state.

lol i dunno where i was going with that i havent written a "story" in ages

hearts, li-ming

secrets

i watched The Sorcerer's Apprentice and the thing the guy did for the girl was MEGA SWEET
also the song was mega awesome ADDICTED
also fun facts HE WAS THE GUY IN HOW TO TRAIN YOUR DRAGON





enjoy

hearts, li-ming

FOR THE ONE AND ONLY MICHAEL WUU

yes instead of physiology and biochem im photowhoring cause michael hasnt seen my TEETH  NOW THE WHOLE WORLD WILL SEE MY TEETH AND PHOTOWHORING WAYS

and the blonde streak (the hair is my year 12 hairstyle=])

hearts, li-ming

vendredi le vingt-cinq mars

c'est un a.m, je suis tres fatigue, mais je ne veux pas dormir

today was a failed day, even more so than yesterday because today i had french and french just totally failed me, well i failed it i knew nothing and still know nothing i have to do some hardcore studies but i can't cause of all the otehr things that i need to do like my gamsat and mid semesters OMGSH GAMSAT IS LIKE mega fail my 2 essays in 1 hour resulted in a third of an essay in 3 hours:|

this was what i came up with 

"Faith can be considered blind, as to have faith, it cannot be physically viable to touch, feel or see. Faith is a mixture of trust and a belief in the unknown. As humans we continuously practice believing in what is unknown, whether it is through religion or just believing that we, as ourselves, can do something that we have personally never accomplished before, these show that we trust in that which is unknown. Although faith is considered blind, through the use of technology and science, predictions can be made. Therefore the faith that these predictions are true is already known due to the many years of research and the confidence we accumulate. Blind faith is true faith that causes a change in a person’s circumstances compared to known faith, which just provides already known comfort.

 

Religion is questioned all over the world, but it is those that believe in a God that experiences blind faith. Christianity is dependant on the belief in something that cannot be seen or physically touched, it is based on the spiritual interactions with a well-known God. We cannot see God, nor can we touch Him but yet there is still belief that He exists. All over the world there are many people worshipping and praising their God, and many of those who do not take part in religion just stand back and observe. They wonder why do people believe in something they cannot prove. But it is this belief that can allow supernatural miracles to occur, changing lives and opening doors. It is belief in the unknown, believing in what cannot be seen that allows such fulfilment in life, and allows people to be changed, and people to be healed. Mother Teresa was a valid member of the catholic community, she was a woman of great faith, she made no contribution to the world’s strong growing science and commerce fields, but yet she is still forever remember by her faith. She brought conflict and peace everywhere she went but the world reflects on her as a historical figure, she was one who changed lives, one who affected and touched those who needed it. Her strong yet simple faith brought joy to many and rendered her one of the world’s most influential persons. Religion and faith are conjoined, together they are able to bring more thank fame, but joy and hope to others.

 

Personal faith is important in many life ambitions, it is about believing in ones self to be able to accomplish greatness. This faith, although the outcome is fairly visible, the original belief is only a hope, a want on something that is not possible just yet. " 

as seen it isnt finished.. nup not at all and on top of all that i dont know why my brain is abnormally crazy i like AHH i dont know all i know is that im excited for my cup cake cake... I JUST HOPE ITS AS COOL I THINK IT IS I WANT PHOTOS... ohhh and my hair

yes the burn in my leg has gone.. ohh the joys of the human body and its repair system although its pain reception is FAILS omgsh i could have had a whole in my leg if i didnt notice the tingling sensation was eating away at my leg. but yeah its still a semi fail. but like looks pretty cool.. ive missed it heaps but i should have done it somewhere else like maybe underneath everything, like when i was in year 10 but i think the streak will do for now until july then well see.. i still think ill be fine but you know if you want to wish the worst one someone then lol you always have hope... ok that was a ad random but on a certain people will get that.

but yeah hair mm im not sure if i should go to the next stage of pink:S? cause its pretty sufficient in its self and looks highly natural but pink is ohh so cool.. but then i have to straighten my hair... THE CHOICES ARE ENDLESS

noted rain makes flat and curly i have like RINGLETS IN MY HAIR so failed since i actually did my hair today like the first time in FOREVER ... but yet i havent brushed my hair since like AGES AGO lol im returning to the pattern of year 11

ok well i think i should sleep cause this rant is just boring but HOPEFULLY ILL DO WELL IN THE GAMSAT.. 

but right now i need to find my phone

hearts, li-ming

almost burnt my skin with bleach

today i decided after yesterday's hardcore ice skating session to bleach my hair for the return of the blonde streak... but mishaps occurred resulting in a bleached bed and a slightly burnt/bleached piece of skin.... so therefore it had to be washed earlier than i wanted... which is gonna force me to re-bleach it again sometime in the not to distant future...

ANYWAYS more about the last few days...
i really want to watch winnie the pooh=]
i think i shall start with today making it to the semi almost milestone of monday and there i will stop to allow a discrete finish=]
TODAY:
its already wednesday:| or well wednesday night. SOOOO SCARY everything's FLYING by insane-ness. hmm today was a pretty cool day it was like SUNNY and stuff which was retarded cause im sooo ready for winter.. SO BRING IT ON! but today was pretty normal i have no mood for studying.. i found out today that the gamsat essays ARE TOOO INTELLIGENT FOR ME. i have figured over the last several ... days:|? lol ok over a longer period of time that I'm quite immature and childish and so the issues brought up for gamsat essays are literally IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO ANSWER!! maybe i wasnt made to study:S? but like HOW AM I MEANT TO KNOW ABOUT COMPANIES VS TRADE?
i mean seriously? so ive decided to just sit and wait for the real HARDCORE stuff on saturday to experience the craziness of bad essay writing meets impossibly hard unknown topic:|
TODAY i decided i needed a change so i dyed my hair.. well bleached it but FAILURE as written above, my SKIN had like A HOLE like you know those injection scars? IT LOOKED LIKE THAT and kinda shrivelled BUT WORST OF ALL THERE WAS A HUGE WHITE PATCH ON MY LEG AND I WAS LIKE WHAT THE:|.... i madly washed it with soap so its less obvious and now a tad red but it still has a back stinginess...
also due to my tiredness my contacts were mega fail my eyes are sooo sticky
those were the proceedings of today
YESTERDAY:
yesterday was the day of DRAINAGE, after about 3 hours of sleep i went to uni for the most DRAINED 3 hours of my life, french was crazy and  my eyes were retarded. but i proceeded with "GAMSAT" study in the library instead yen and i discussed the STUPIDITY of the gamsat and other various things. i had ice skating lessons and sessions that night i was literally running dry.... i wonder what makes me so high? like hyper its sooo weird maybe i should get tested? BUT YES i was like dead high.. i dont think it was cake.. ANYWAYS i got to drive home, let me tell you no sleep contacts and driving in the dark are ALL very very BAD IDEAS almost had two accidents!!! mannnn how do people DRIVE WHEN THEY ARE DRUNK?!
those were the proceedings of yesterday
oh and I won
MONDAY:
oooo and so we fall on a monday... lol MONDAY was the 21st march, le vingt et un mars, and well some may know it was the day in which i left the magical age of 18 and entered the boring age of 19. we were meant to play a game of hide and seek but mega fail as they had someone on the inside forcing me in their direction so they could find me (they meaning amanda and jz and someone meaning andy) so that wasnt fun BUT ONE DAY WELL DO IT PROPERLY and i will win.
it is true i have high expectations.. when it comes to anything, i think its cause im always organising and thinking about what to get / do for peoples birthday. and i try to out do myself every time trying to make each one more and more personal. BUT NONETHELESS monday was good simple easy laid back=]
i got my backpack and other stuff..  like you know STUFF but love the bag use it all the time now.. i may look like a little kid but at least im a COOL kid. but yeah i actually dressed up for my birthday but we didnt take photos.. lately im not my bum self:O maybe this is a sign of maturing? except the fact im getting more hyperactive more often. but back to monday they got me a cake and everything =] so sweet and like all my friends were there and all the facebook messages=] LOL nah on a serious note:
i just would like to thank everyone who came=] expectedly or unexpectedly and to everyone who bought my bag, your are all so awesome and im grateful that you didnt make me do a speech, but as it wasnt my 18 or anything special i guess i didnt need to but i think to show how grateful i actually am i'll put my speech into a lovely piece of random writing filled with love for you guys....
about 9 years ago i came to a country filled with randomness... it was hard fitting in being abnormally weird and all, but as the years have progressed i find myself making more friends than i ever thought possible and i just thank you all for putting up with me like in every way possible. you're all so individually special to me and i just would like to say without you guys, i would still be that lonely loser, but now im a loser with friends=]. to all my uni based friends (those i made in uni) youre sooo awesome, every since i started uni i hated it, it was considered one of the worse experiences i ever had, but now, lol yes now im starting to enjoy the stress and pain, but this is all because i have so many supportive friends who are there during lectures and tutes making my life fun and making uni more enjoyable. i must do a huge shout out to my environments crew.. jess eric vic dan and all the rest who probs never going to read this. THANK YOU SO MUCH for helping me endure the first semester of uni, i swear without you guys i would have quit and i wouldnt be in science without you guys helping me push through all the hate of uni, i know we dont hang out that much anymore but i will never forget you and everything you've done for me, you guys are truly the best. my edsc friends in melbourne uni? lol what more can i say except you're the best for just still being my friend and at least giving me people i know in melbourne uni, i think without you guys i would be bottled up again and soo not my happy self thank you so much for being friends with me=], i'm just gonna do a quick pin point on amanda, because she doesn't fit in any category. AMANDA i still stand by my saying that you're the most awesomeness person ever, your the definition of a best friend (WE CAN HAVE MORE THAN ONE) and i hope that out friendship with reach near to the equivalent of harps and mine. ever since high school man you're the best i cannot describe how but just know that your friendship means so much to me, and i so grateful to be your friend. to all those outside Melbourne ie xiang and michael... i miss you guys heaps and i hope your safe and come back soon!!!!
ill just end with a message for jz, jz your one of a kind.... your such a good friend and you've helped me through so much, like one of the hardest times of my life and im so very thankful that i have a friend like you to lift my spirits up and take unbearable situations and make them fun, and don't worry babe we'll do breakfast again one day soon STUDY HARD AND MAKE ME PROUD....
and again i must say THANK YOU ALL

a photo of me being 19:

hearts, li-ming

somewhere only we know

i really want to watch winnie the pooh when it comes out... its been ages since a animated movie has been "hand drawn" i think it look so much better than the digitally drawn 3D looking ones cause they look to fake or too try hard. also i like the trailer its kinda sad but sweet.. something im looking forward too

hearts, li-ming

hi

normally i dont post like random videos that arent music or tv shows but jz showed me this pretty funny and fun video clip...

wish i was in america

hearts, li-ming

no french talk tonight

uni is taking its toll already, and its only been two weeks:| with a screwed up gamsat in like 2 or one:| anyways my BIRTHDAY is in the same number of weeks so its like GOODBAD GAY. today i "napped"  for 4 hours or more i think more, but yeah i dont know why i am so sleepy.
life catch up? did my anatomy test=] 10/10 need to do physiology and biochem french is important and yeah.

i guess we must acknowledge the natural disaster that occurred in japan, which has not only rock japan but spread across the pacific ocean to the west cost of america. there is a turbulence across the whole of the earth like none before. i mean like even australia is being affected. i'm not just talking about the floods, but lets take a look at this abnormal weather, i mean seriously something wrong/ different. its the beginning of 2011 and stuff already seems so unclean, so crazy. there are speculations, of which im sure many of you have heard, 2012 is the year where the world is going to end, but i can assure you it isnt going to be 2012, as it is written in the bible, that God will come like a thief in the night, stealth and quiet, and when we least expect it. so if the world keeps believing it is the end of the world in 2012, it won't happen because we are "expecting" it. a bit of comfort yeah? but i must say it doesn't stop Him from coming in 2011, i think its a time to really think about ourselves, check ourselves over, I know I'll be because only those ready are going to survive. but yeah a little more about the end of the world, the bible states that when God comes the earth will be shaken, it will experience an earthquake stronger than any other that has occurred since mankind. so if you thought japan was big, i'm pretty sure it will be nothing compared to what is to come.

i guess the key point is to be ready?

but yeah this also points to another thought? things we do in life must have a purpose, i think, like i don't mean DON'T study because the world is ending and studying is just a waste of time. but i mean like don't waste your life on pointless things that are going to drag you down. ok mainly im talking bout relationships, (a tad cynical) but like i think the question before you step into a relationship is why? why are you doing this? why do you want to be in a relationship? and also what are you achieving through this relationship? if it just the response, "cause he's hot" i say no. theres no point if hes just going to bring you down and especially for me, if hes going to affect my relationship with God, i don't think theres a point. there are more important things in life than having a guy in my life.

and now to finish off this blog with a smile, or a song (or some sugar coating)




ohh and i went to see top gear=]

hearts, li-ming

quel est la date d'aujourd'hui?

LEADERS.... we are not alone! we must balance WORK AND FAMILY
do not burn out- SUSTAINABILITY

ok blog time...
hmmm what do i feel like today?! i feel ok nothing terribly special happened today, just a rubbish tutorial and a crazy french one.
we were learning the exercise: "c'est trop" and the teacher told us to use EMOTIONS and FEELINGS and well me victoria and I took it to a whole new level everyone was like :

"Des etudiants"
"non, un etudiant"
(monotonedly)

VICTORIA AND I:
"DES ETUDIANTS???!!!!" (her expression was so funny it was like an exaggeration of a question)
"laughs so hard"
"(repeats)"
"(among laughter) NON, c'est trop, un ETUDIANT"
but no one could hear me cause everyone was still laughing... but its good

i like my french class a lot
i took videos and sent them to amanda
and they were pretty random

ANYWAYS
shout out to VIVIAN CHAN... happy birthday
i think i need to rest more omgsh i borrowed a textbook from the library for overnight rental but i havent read it yet/ looked at it=|
OR THE GAMSAT??!!!!
time to study
until next time

hearts, li-ming

Le trois Mars

Bonsoir! 
Je commencé classes françaises, il est difficile et je ne comprends pas. mais je vais essayer mon mieux.


anyways lately ive just been talking to amanda and jz and my bro in french, failed french but the fail convo will get posted... now

11:01:27 PM Li-Ming: so omsh

11:01:28 PM Amanda Niu: AWWW

11:01:29 PM Li-Ming: he was like

11:01:37 PM Li-Ming: of all colours you pick bloody pink

11:01:39 PM Li-Ming: and i was like

11:01:41 PM Li-Ming: ooo bloody:>

11:01:46 PM Amanda Niu: i want to meet this man of yours xD

11:01:50 PM Amanda Niu: what's his name!

11:01:52 PM Li-Ming: not my man

11:01:56 PM Amanda Niu: your man to be!

11:01:59 PM Li-Ming: he didnt say bye to me

11:02:03 PM Amanda Niu: saywhuuu

11:02:10 PM Amanda Niu: maybe he was uber late to another class

11:02:13 PM Li-Ming: he said bloody

11:02:15 PM Amanda Niu: BUT IF HE TALKED TO YOU

11:02:15 PM Li-Ming: like

11:02:16 PM Li-Ming: omgsh

11:02:17 PM Amanda Niu: DAh

11:02:20 PM Li-Ming: SOO BRITISH

11:02:23 PM Li-Ming: lol

11:02:26 PM Amanda Niu: HAHAHAH

11:02:28 PM Amanda Niu: duuuuuuude

11:02:30 PM Amanda Niu: name!

11:02:34 PM Li-Ming: amanda niu

11:02:36 PM Li-Ming: e

11:03:13 PM Li-Ming: son nom est?

11:03:26 PM Amanda Niu: his name is?

11:03:37 PM Li-Ming: lol

11:03:37 PM Li-Ming: wow

11:03:38 PM Li-Ming: no

11:03:40 PM Li-Ming: niu

11:03:43 PM Li-Ming: not today

11:03:45 PM Amanda Niu: comment s'appelle?!

11:03:54 PM Amanda Niu: lol

11:03:58 PM Amanda Niu: i actually don't think that's right

11:04:00 PM Amanda Niu: HAAH

11:04:02 PM Amanda Niu: but dude

11:04:02 PM Amanda Niu: Name

11:04:10 PM Li-Ming: it is

11:04:12 PM Li-Ming: roght

11:04:14 PM Li-Ming: right*

11:04:24 PM Amanda Niu: nMAE

11:04:25 PM Amanda Niu: NAME

11:04:25 PM Amanda Niu: NAME

11:04:57 PM Li-Ming: google translate is failing me

11:05:29 PM Li-Ming: au revoir, a bientot

11:05:59 PM Amanda Niu: non non non!

11:06:01 PM Li-Ming: pas aujourd'hui

11:06:20 PM Amanda Niu: pourquoi pas aujourd'hui?

11:06:56 PM Amanda Niu: tu es vraiment l'aimer

11:07:30 PM Li-Ming: vous souhaitez

11:07:58 PM Amanda Niu: je ne comprends pas

11:08:06 PM Amanda Niu: repetez s'il vous plait

11:08:10 PM Li-Ming: lol

11:08:57 PM Li-Ming: anglis: you wish

11:10:02 PM Amanda Niu: ah oui oui, je souhaite beaaaaaaucoup

11:11:22 PM Li-Ming: je pas parler parce que vous imaginer plus 

11:11:26 PM Li-Ming: thank it is

11:11:29 PM Li-Ming: than*

11:13:42 PM Li-Ming: que est

11:14:00 PM Amanda Niu: mmhm

11:14:31 PM Li-Ming: sens

11:14:37 PM Li-Ming: ?

11:14:44 PM Li-Ming: its fob french

11:14:54 PM Amanda Niu: je ne parle pas toi dire parce que vous imaginez trop

11:14:59 PM Amanda Niu: i think

11:15:00 PM Amanda Niu: LOL

11:15:07 PM Amanda Niu: je pense!

11:15:36 PM Li-Ming: je ne comprends pas

11:16:30 PM Li-Ming: lol this convo is fail

11:16:38 PM Amanda Niu: il est quoi tu dis?

11:16:41 PM Li-Ming: i have google translate open lol

11:18:10 PM Li-Ming: i wont tell cause then you think theres more to it then tehre is

11:19:31 PM Amanda Niu: MOI AUSSI

11:19:46 PM Amanda Niu: you never know

11:19:55 PM Amanda Niu: tell meee moree when things unravel KAYY?

11:20:02 PM Amanda Niu: i'm really going to sleep now though

11:20:03 PM Amanda Niu: ahaha

11:20:09 PM Amanda Niu: je suis fatigue

11:20:26 PM Li-Ming: oui

11:20:29 PM Li-Ming: no

11:20:34 PM Amanda Niu: c'est un long jour

11:20:36 PM Li-Ming: de rien

11:20:44 PM Amanda Niu: oui oui

11:20:47 PM Amanda Niu: bonne nuite!

11:20:51 PM Amanda Niu: *nuit?

11:21:06 PM Li-Ming: vous aussi

11:23:44 PM Amanda Niu: DAh

11:24:16 PM Li-Ming: sleep?

11:24:25 PM Amanda Niu: oui

11:24:29 PM Amanda Niu: byebyr

11:24:33 PM Li-Ming: bubyee

and yes there a cool british guy but to make it clear with no double negatives, i do not like him in those ways amanda speaks of, this convo is funny cause of the fail french not cause of the guy...

i want my accent back

hearts, li-ming

FACETIME

amanda and i have been face timing heaps lately and its been mega FUN FUN FUN. ok that sounded sarcastic but its not I'm being genuine and sincere. lately we've been shopping and stuff but now its like mega face time time. as we ended the latest in the facetime calls, amanda was finishing a blog post and therefore in response to her blog post i will to post my heart away....

NEW STUFF HAS HAPPENED SINCE MY LAST POST.

well the big news is the face that my BRACES ARE NO MORE...
a reminder of the braces face i had to endure:

and now the braces-less FACE:

 ok so i dont have a photo but just use your vivid imagination to remove the metal brackets from my teeth and BOOM you have my brace-less face.

what else is new do you ask??? NEW??? ELSE???
uni started... i think that sums up that.

now a bit of sentimentality i took amanda on a trip from current funny pictures of amanda to past funny pictures of amanda and along that journey we discovered the amount of change we undertook the styling the hair and the LARGE AMOUNT OF LENGTH AND HAIR COLOUR OUR HAIR took with us.

from pink to blue from long to short and we must not forget the magical night of 2009

and we shall re-live the days of pink and purple

shhh its a secret

i need a close up picture of amanda=]

YAY

hearts, li-ming