the aftermath

well yeah i got home with my phone and my mum and bro like well laugh... ished and kept telling me that i couldnt touch anything incase i break it, THEY DONT KNOW HOW MUCH IT ACTUALLY HURT. but yeah made me WORSE... thank you very much. but when everything slowed down mum told me i cant get it fixed until next month, so THEREFORE i have a month to find a case that would reduce the chances of its death for when i get it repaired...
anyways today was a big bummer i think it was one of those days where EVERYTHING JUST COLLAPSED AND WENT WRONG and something i just wish never happened!! after nab bank (where the incident occurred) i just wanted to scream and PUNCH ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING but instead i had random fits of screaming, and CALLS to anyone who could help... but now yeah coming to terms with it i should actually spend this blog on other things

it was victoria's birthday today=] YAY early morning i awoke and headed to the city to order her a last minute cake OF LOVE and edible yumness.. but yeah, i think from 9 onwards nothing was feeling right, i was sleepy and tired but yeah... it got worse about 2-5 then at like 5:30 my friends and i played tetris for 30mins, kinda fun.. i suck but you know
ITS STILL FUN. then at 6 we went off to get the cake we ordered for victoria. victoria's dinner was SO MUCH FUN, it was kinda weird, cause i guess everyone at the table had their troubles, and needed to study for assignments and tests, but yet we still came out to celebrate, the conversations started off a bit dry and depressing but it was like releasing a load on to the table and like the dinner became a place of fun and enjoyment=] AND VICTORIA WAS SOOO excited and happy=] made everyone else HAVE A SMILE ON THEIR DIAL, but yeah it was what i needed.. but then the train home RAWR to play music you need to look at the stupid SCREEN i hate it so much, i didnt even learn a lesson, sighs material possessions are so bad

anyways last 2 things before i snooze, firstly i cant say to much, but lol yeah AWKWARD STORIES so annoying, brain dead. you see even though im like only 19 i feel like compared to others im older, i dunno why and sometimes i feel like this age makes me not belong:S hmmm, and that im the laughing stock of immature beings.. but then again, im a laughing stock to myself, because i can be pretty immature... too bad i think people are something they are not. and SECONDLY french oral tomorrow... so scared im so tired and i only know like 4 descriptive words... maybe i should etudier in the morning? yeah on the "bus" im suppose to take. THE TRAINS ARE SO PACKED NOWADAYS i hate it oh so very much
sleepyyyy

hearts, li-ming