welcome MALAYSIA

luggage 23 kilos

hand luggage unknown

jeans 4

jackets 3

rings 3

shoes 6

watch 1

scarves 3

nail polish 5

bears 5

bags 4

hair pins 2

swallowed elastics 1

nails files 10

random stuff too many

hours passed 4-ish

lollies eaten didnt count

number of hours on my laptop 8:26

movies watched cloudy with a chance of meatballs sleep then confessions

we are running away from the sun into the darkness.. that day we gained when we arrive will all be lost after today. we leave 10:50am 29th england time but arrive about 10:50pm 30th england time its dark outside but y cant we see stars? movies are being sucky today. theres nothing i really wanna watch except where the wild things are.. which i think they r showing they are showing febs movie thingo already meaning i miss out on watching fame and michael jackson's this is it. what if it as a life or death matter if i watched it? don't they cARE about me and my FEELINGS? huh? YEAH i thought so they r so uncalled for. but they are nice people, with funny hair. PINEAPPLES ICE CREAM. its like a bob but it curls at the back… and some lady had a funny quiff. but there are a lot of non asian people drinking alcohol. i guess cause its a bit like the alcohol is free if you get it. well in a way its not because people pay to go on the flight and stuff. i forgot my body wash behind. well i didn't forget i just didn't have space for it and it delicious yumminess. 

BRING ON THE JET LAG. im ready im prepared. i have lollies.i woke up at 6 today to watch the last in the series of "the story of Ann Frank" some guys hitting my chair i wanna go over too him and GRRRRRRR. but yea it wasn't my alarm tat woke me up but it was dans text to me that really woke me up. BRING BRING. the lady in front of me is doing something scary!!! i dunno watt but shes like trying to move her chair some weird and funny way. NOTICE i haven't flown with my dad in over 8 years. wow more than half my life so far. still has 40 pounds in wallet. ill cash it in when the dollar weakens maybe ill get like 120 dollars for it then=] YAY AHHH PIMPLE!!!!!

ARRIVE MALAYSIA: 6:50am 

lighting strike..thunderstorm aeroplane cool

NOW 11:36am jet lag?? a tad

noticed mosquitoes are freely roaming to bite when you least expect it but its not night time yet. mum is snoring cause shes sleeping but im a man and ill take the pain of jet lag just for a bit longer=] ohh the love i have for my true manliness. LOL anyways i have no net and im too embarrassed to ask cause its like they asked me before and i refused!! y did i refuse:|?? stupidity in ur face

needs to get eyes checked!!!

and i shall name u squishy

im too weak.... slept at 12 awoke at 5

the countdown begins....

blogging makes me crazy!!! im not normal i guess... but i cant tell you about me. cause i am me u get wat you get and i dunno wat you get=]

HI!!!! its 1:19am on a sunday morning... and im listening to soft "sad" songs.. they made the mood deliciously good. DAN is DAN and im cool. i need to sleep but im killing my battery so that i can charge it again.. u noe the usual chem stuff.. well the only thing i learnt and read and listened to in chem...

NO MORE REGRETS!!!!!

meet the coolest most talented girl today... SO JEALOUS... she can sing dance and ACT. SHE DID BILLY ELLIOT well u noe the ballet dancing girls she was one of them i mean :O OMGSH I WANT TO BE THAT. but me as a dancer fails. if only i carried on when i was little i could have been her. and cool awesome TALENTED person instead of a computer blob. i fail at dance...

miss talking to someone...=] (no its no one u noe)

potatoes takes good.

APPLE PIE IS YUMMMMM omgsh love

btw dan im sorry i just cant help being mean to u its like a punching bag but VERBALLY DONE... but its a sign of awesome DEEP DEEEP DEEEEEEEEEP down love=]

ok comps dying in 10 mins MSN TIME

I WANNA LEARN HOW TO DANCE

5

hearts, li-ming

gatsby smells edible-ly good on my fingers

7 more days

"dad *break* you gotta let me go *break*"
~Hannah from Hollyoaks

it actually does feel like only yesterday when i left the country of warmth to enter a country of bitter coldness. when i spent a whole day on a plane, going in and out of sleep. when shorts were worn to keep cool and when looking like a pillow was not yet a trend. when taking a shower was not a matter bout keeping warm but keeping clean. but now its been bout 4 weeks and im leaving this cold, snow-worthy country to a place of warm humidity. i will leave the place which i once left bout 8 years ago, once again. saying bye to those who have felt the pain of my leaving before. but this time it will be different there will not be an air of despair but the will be with the knowledge that this separation is not for forever but only 4 more years. This world, although ive only been here for a short period of time, has done good for me. my fingers are still left cold every time i exit the comforting warmth of my house but they are no longer pale white as if they are dead, but they are a scarlet red, a stinging red. Although more painful its a sign of the much need blood RUSHing throughout my finger tips. its a sign of life.

Breaking NEWS: my tongue is bleeding. lol i could go all vampire and describe how delishly yum the warm hot blood feels as it goes down my throat. but that would be inhumane. therefore all im going to say is that my tongue got caught on my braces, from overgrown wire resulting from a lack of orthodontist visits.

rain smells delicious and fresh. it smells likes new life, a new start. but there is no such thing. every year the good and the bad roll on into the new. the old interrupts the new. but theres always the good to make us smile.

ITS ILLEGAL TO HANG ROUND STREET CORNERS AT NIGHT.
so technically the government is saying it ok to get raped in the middle of a street just not on the corners, where lamp posts are normally positioned.

I have been a typical girl, a typical slave girl. every time someone comes to our house, i must be polite and make tea. a warming drink to entertain the guests. we only have a set of 4 cups that look the same. those are the cups we present to our guest. Im an expert tea maker now.

TIPS ON MAKING TEA:
4 people = 2 teabags
brew tea for 3 mins
indian people like STRONG tea.
milk = a dash
sugar? a must

i like chocolate=]

hearts, li-ming

just cause i like to photowhore.....

lately ive been waking up later... my reasoning to it is unknown. but like always ive been photowhoring when the light is good. but today i had to leave the beautiful sun in search of my mums friends house all the way..... in some place you wont know called grave's end. weird name yeah? but i must say the place was really prettiful all the houses were like quaint and old fashion and soo cool they were like pretty.... lol like u noe the ivory climbing up the walls with the windows, u noe those white ones with the like metal like criss crossing and like the coloured window patterns. anyways it was really pretty and like a typical town with the "local" pub and stuff it was really cool but took ages to get to. i had a lot of time to day dream. i dont like day dreaming... cause the stuff will never happen. i wanna do blue tips.. real blue tips. anyways when driving home we drove pass like the country side. it was about 4 and the sun was setting the colour was real pretty and now the sky is clear so all the stars are bright and visible. lately ive been asking myself what did i use to do when i was younger. like wat did i use to do for entertainment. what did i do when nothing was on tv? mums reply was i slept. i sue to sleep at like 8-9pm. i cant believe i used to sleep that early. but today my question was what did i use to do on long road trips. memories flooded my mind. memories of the several trips we went on as a family. i remember the car, my car (the red one) wen it was "newer" and i was small i used to lie down next to my mum on the back seat as my bro took the front and my dad drove. i remember eating macoys crisps and yea thats all i could remember. but now im too big for all that stuff. i cant even talk to my mum without the feeling of awkwardness, cause i noe wats going in her head.. the typical "boy" question. back then everything was so much easier, all i needed for entertainment is my mum and a packet of crisps. kids are so spoilt these days. 
the question of this england 09-10 trip:
Which do you like better? Here or Australia?    or    Are you staying?
apparently i have a real good friend, same age as me but a bit younger. She remembers me but i have absolutely no clue who she is except the faint memories carved by old pictures of her in a red dress and me in my pink one. yes i was a child of exquisite taste and pink is an awesomely perfected colour.
Honestly.. yes this is gonna be a tad of dnm on my blog. i really miss hanging out with harps. she has her exams to study for. but yea basically before coming here i was scared that 7 years was too much. 7 years causes differences, change and a uncloseable gap. although the paths we have chosen are different and the way we chose to live our lives are different. there are moments where things just slot together and everything is just how it was left 7 years ago. we act the sme and the connection is as if i never left and we never grew up. those are the days that ive missed since leaving this country. the could haves and should haves cannot be dwelled upon cause it just causes a larger problem.

Back up plans:
-failed offers:
redo year "12" (A  levels) in england. choice of subjects... bio maths and physics.... get As and Bs... get into uni in england... an extra year of schooling.
-failed uni:
tafe hospitality and first aid. air hostess

wouldnt it be lovely if we could all go to oxford.....

hearts, li-ming

bridgetown is the captial of barbados

bro left today
achievement so far: can play amazing grace on the orcarina off by heart and i can style my hair reasonably well=]
yesterday: dads bestie since FOREVER came over.. hes awesome hes MAKING us buy a house isnt tat cool? anyways basically he told us funny stuff and gave advice and was AWESOME he could be my uncle anyday (and no he didnt bribe me with 20 pounds to say tat) and no azim i havent done anything wrong

BASICALLY today:
alarm: 5:30am = fails
          6:00am = fails
woken by mum at 7:00am NEEDED TO PEE... bro in bathroom (eyes still stuck due to tiredness) jumps up and down. check weather. -5 degrees :| WAT THE!!!???? omgsh... wears 6 layers of clothing (top) forgets leggings. wears jeans. outside=still white outside=still cold. outside PURE ICE. ice 3cm thick EVERYWHERE...... grass floor plants CARS house YOGURT yummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
tally:
almost slips: 5
actually slips: 0 (still holding on)
dad.....slipped twice... (but he was a tad drunk)

ok i skipped a lot of stuff....
park.. pretty  BALLS OF SNOW....large BALLS OF SNOW on the grass
train station cold... money in oyster (reminder return bros oyster to his friend) train to airport...SLEEPY lift up to the departure...broken... carries bros hand luggage up 3 flights of stairs.... bro over weight on luggage by 3kg.... tooo many presents... lol u should feel loved.
complaining time......
complaining time done.....
bubyeee azim hello cold
parents go market i ......go home... asap... BAD IDEA.... causes me to almost slip 4 times. locks self in house... notices its failure when dad manages to open the door alone. msn fb movies sleep PHONE CALL..
AWAKE
sherlock homes?????---- impossible
wants? too many

BOX CAP
love
hi
bye

hearts, li-ming

dun dun DUN

well i think i went crazy.....

observe the HAIR..

(btw its not abnormally straight)

then:

5 hours later

omgsh wat did i do...:|

HI

hearts, li-ming

some post christmas cheer

a tad emo i thought?

4th day into the new year..

bros room:

wheres the pillow?

who knew a room could get so messy?
basically my bro reads my blog and he like looks at my fb and everything and complains to me about wats on it and he likes to like snoop around like snoopy.. and this is my way of getting him back.. aswell as i think its pretty lol

ive been in england for AGES now and ive noticed the things ive missed about this place:
WINE GUMS!!!!-eating some now soo much nicer than the ones from sweet as..(not hard therefore unlikely braces breakage)
NEWSAGENCY- still missing
MRS BATE's GARDEN- gone
DAFFODILS- too cold
KITKATS WRAPPED IN FOIL- yummm the freshness expelled from the kit kat as it is opened
JAFFA CAKES- orangey goodness
FLOWER PLATES- childish memories... they were my favourite plates to use
LOCKS ON THE BATHROOM DOOR- i keep forgetting to lock it
MIRROR- i CAN SEE everything it soo bright and clear
ENGLISH TV- NO breaks yummm (unless i need the loo)
SCHOOL- daily walks to the school... memories
PRETTY GRASS- its soooo green
FLAPJACKS- yummmmm it tastes soooo good
WHS- memories of begging mum for books that i never read
TESCO+TESCO BREAD- wat can i say ITS TESCO deeeelish
PLAYGROUND- gd stuff=gone =[
MASSIVE HILL- they deflated it grrrrrrrr
SALT ON THE GROUND- disappeared
AEROPLANES- seeing them come down to land they are soo close.. u see so many planes here
FISH AND CHIPS- wrapped in papper OILY?
APPLE PIES- *drools*

lol ok enough of the misses... i want a baby police dog=[ sooo cute!!!!!!!!
still need to spend money=] HAIRCUT whoop scared hope its not .. tooo expensive.. but mums paying/complaining. ok im bored now at home doing nothing but watching tv mums exercising its sooo funny cause shes all like im getting fatter....
OMGSH my room doesnt have a lock AND MUM just walks in its soo AHHH im changing!! worthy
omgsh its gonna be really cold and it may snow!!! thurs and friday... i hope it will be enough to make a snowman or angels but snow ruins hair and kills fingers WOW the fountains in trafalgar square are all frozen over ITS SO COOL omgsh bus fares r rising=[ gaybo i need to top up my oyster stupid oyster stupid fare increase stupid money
i wanna go ct booooooo ill take mum maybe well see but bro is leaving soon?

ASBOS- lol wat a funny word... anti social behaviour on the streets... thats a gd word to sum up britain
anyways i sent my postcards today all except jzs stupid chinese writing inabilities maybe ill write more... more walking to send them.. EXERCISE

i have a new email for professionalism.... limingbhutta@live.com =] special

hearts, li-ming

new years resolution change

2010... [be a fairy]

up-ness=obesessiveness

UPular- watch it it sooo odooooo dood ododoooo didddle deeee doooo DAAAA (addictive)


(bro is sooo GRRR at football .... arsenal is LOSING to west ham 1-0)

im LEARNING.. thank u lincoln
enjoy

hearts, li-ming

00:30am

its late, mums annoyingly entering, checking up on me

and guess wat im doing...??!!!

PHOTOWHORING omgsh.....

lol yea im stooping low low low tonight. im tired in a way that i dont wanna sleep. sleep is ahhh grrr doofy its boom pow effort.

the stupid thing about this is that im leaving england at the end of this month.its soo soon its scary. ive been complaining so much and now its like WOW. my bro is leaving this friday... feels like no time at all. there wont be any annoyance, but it will be harder to go out cause he isnt here to take me.

AIM: to get Ps before azims bday...

worked out: 3.5 hours a week. 2.5 on sat with mum 1 with bro after his work. IM READY im PREPARED for failure but this is wat i want i want to drive i wanna be INDEPENDENT and pay yen back for all the times shes driven me....

also i wanna beat DAN=]

anyways EVERYONES SO OLD!!! its scary Dans turning 19 Gs already 19.. HES TURNING 20!!!! its like the end of the year but STILL 20:| its SOO SCARY im gonna be 18.. and wow everyone... old scary dislike. time to be me=] and stop thinking

WHOOOOP u noe wats scary is this room in the morning everything is orange or RED:S depending on like what u look at. my bags have grown... HUGE ly large YUM YUM 

hair dye? yes please... colour? unknown boooo thinking light brown?.... or dun dun dun.. answer please:

PIMPLISING!!!! ahhhhhhhh gaybo hate me no like go away pimple i KILL U now baby photos DISLIKE.

mum found one of me. she was like lets keep it im like lets not. shes like doesnt look like u im like yes it does *copies photos facial expression* mum: OMGSH YES IT DOES lol WOW im like throw hello bin! bubyeee embarrassment hello food actually im thirsty. we dont buy bottled water anymore=[ i want stuff=] YAY STUFF. potatoes.... i like potatoes havent had a real potato since i got here=[ WESTFIELD grilled yummmmm food.... obsessively obesed bed bed.. nighty night

hearts, li-ming

ahhhhhh.... wait for it.....choooooooooo

i keep sneezing its soo bad....
anyways today i have realise many things about me.
despite my 2 terms of chinese classes ive noticed that i fail in the ability to copy chrarcters from the computer accurately enough to send the postcard to jz. chinese writing abilities=fails
i have managed make the impossible possible. macs are known and bought for their inabilities to accept and get viruses. but i have somehow managed to give my baby a virus.
eating is more than for hungry its a past time... also eating make u warm!!!!
money disappears instantenously
nailpolish obsession results in the loss of 24 dollars
tomarto ketchup tastes good on noodles
i cant spell tomato
hobnobs and philidephia cheese is YUM
PIMPLEING
BAGS
FAT

HI

hearts, li-ming

31-12-09 [new years eve]

time: 6:39pm
its new years eve, my cousins and stuff r leaving. the girl cousin is really cute and cool =p [this line had to be removed]..... im stuck here at home to welcome in the new year 11 hours after australia. The sun is gone and time is passing by sooo slowly its a thursday, i think.
money spent: 200 pounds and 100 euros

well a reflective piece is in order... i think...
2009
memory loss suggests it was the best year so far.

highlights:
last year of school
new friends (g, dan michael, lincoln, hing, baby jz)
my new "family"
westfield
amanda
apartment
free periods
love

lowlights:
bubyee school
ENTER fails
spending such a long time away from friends
getting fat

this year was a year to remember not only cause its the last year of high school but because of all the great and not so great things that happened. 2009 new years resolutions did not stick like always... regrets are in place but in the end all we can do is smile and look at the gd. the good... friends friends are the best they are the things that keep me motivated.. they are worth wasting money over they are worth the pain of waking up early, travelling long distances, getting yelled at, wasting endless hours, just to be with. this year was the year i grew closer to those friends i forgot i had and those that i took for granted. but this was the year i made they best group of guy friends i could ever have. G, Dan, Michael, Lincoln and Hing. worth every bit of effort it took to become their friends. looking back first impressions were LOL but ill never forget u guys.
my girls were the bomb at school, the highs the lows the annoyance they were up against, they were always there. but i regret, i regret my lack of study my lack of "doing". but it doesnt matter cause my friends are all that i need. wats happiness without them?

anyways as the new year comes im staying at home with my mother bro and my baby...(macbook pro)

2010
i should have a new years resolution....i think this year it wont be the obvious... lose weight study hard etc.
this year it will be:
GOD.....FRIENDS....STUDY

that all i need and all i want.
aiming high will result in disappointment, but aiming high gives something to work towards. (failed new years resolution approach)

a new year a new start... maybe but i dont want to lose all that ive gained from 2009 so ive decided illl start of diff but keep the loves of 2009....

anyways reality... i miss my aussie friends its been only like 2 weeks since ive been away from them but it feels like AGES like way too long... might be home sickness... but this is home:S i dunno well see later maybe when ive had a few more days actually living in england and not travelling over TERRIBLE france i hate hate HATE
im moving rooms tonight. im excited ill make a room mine ill call it li-mings room it will be all for me and no one else. ill make a name plate thingo for my door i will I WILL make it HOME.

one last goodbye to 2009.........

end the year with curly hair =P

hearts, li-ming